Today I grieve!!

Today started as any other day until we receive the news. We just learned that we lost a family member today. He was only 17 years old and his name was Jeremy. It pains me to see my husband in so much pain, cause he was close to Jeremy. It's sad to see a young life gone and it was unexpected and sudden. Life is short and we always take things for granted and never realizing all the things we have in life until it is to late. I know that we will see him again and that he really didn't leave us he is still with us in our hearts. He is now angel watching over us as we go on with our lives. It so sad to see his life end at such a young age, but know he can watch over all of us and make sure we are safe and sound. We will miss you and we will always love you Little Jeremy. You were a great kid and you always made to room joyful when everyone is not happy. I'm grateful that I got to meet you when I did and I'm also grateful that you got to meet Devin when you did. Please watch over the family and make sure everyone is safe and sound during this time of grieve and when the holidays come around. Rest In Peace little Jeremy God bless you and always know we love you. I wish we would of known what we know now so we could of helped you when you needed. You were never alone you always had us and your family to help you through anything that is was family is. But I know down deep we will see you again and then we can get the answers to all the question we have, but as for now our question will remain unanswered.

I sit here trying my hardest to get over this so I can be strong for my little boy, but it hurts me to know that something like that can happen to him and I want to protect him for the rest of his life, but how can I protect him from himself when he gets older?  It scares me knowing that anything can happen to him ( But I know nothing will happen to him I know its just depression with what happened today talking) and I have no control over. My prayers goes out to my family.