Devin Pierce Snow is finally here. He was born on November 29, 2011 @ 3:58pm. 7lbs 14oz 20.5"
After having a series of Non Stress Test and Ultrasounds to measure him due to Gestational Diabetes the Doctors at Utah Valley Hospital found that I had low fluid that they recommend that I have him early. My doctor had schedule me to be induce on December 6 to have him. But on November 28 I learned that I will have to have him early then planned. So after the non stress test we went to get my bags pack and head in. I arrived at the hospital and the admitted me in and started the process. At my doctors appointment that day my doctor had check my cervix's and I haven't dilated at all so they put in a gel like substance to help soften my cervix. At 6:00 am they came and removed they gel thing and it did help I was dilated to a two in a half. At 6:30 am they started poctin to help induce labor. Well I tried to last as long as I can with out a epidural but about 8 o clock I couldn't take the pain so I got the epidural, then shortly after I received the epidural my doctor came in to break my water. Then finally about 3:20pm my doctor came in and checked me and said I was fully dilated and it was time to start pushing. After pushing for a half in hour he had arrived. He was 7 pounds 14 ounce and 20.5 inches long. He is still in the hospital up at primary children's hospital. He was struggling with feeding, but he is doing a lot better and I'm know just hoping and praying that he can come home some time soon. I really hate not having him here with me when I'm home. It doesn't feel right with out him, but I know he needs to be up there to receive the help that he needs. He is a trooper and I love him with all my heart and I can't believe he is already here.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Fifth Doctors Appointment 08/29/2011
Yesterday was my fifth doctors appointment.
I also had another ultrasound to see if we can see his lips, but the little stinker wont let us see his lips. He is just like his daddy!!!! Then my visit went well everything looking good baby's heart beat is 150 bpm. Before my next appointment I have to go do a glucose test YUCK not looking forward to doing that. The doctor even measured me that day. It's getting closer and closer to the day I get to see my little guy. I can't wait to meet him and get to hold him in my arms.
I also had another ultrasound to see if we can see his lips, but the little stinker wont let us see his lips. He is just like his daddy!!!! Then my visit went well everything looking good baby's heart beat is 150 bpm. Before my next appointment I have to go do a glucose test YUCK not looking forward to doing that. The doctor even measured me that day. It's getting closer and closer to the day I get to see my little guy. I can't wait to meet him and get to hold him in my arms.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Fourth Doctors appointment/ 20 week ultrasound scan 07/28/2011
Well Thursday was my fourth doctors appointment and my 20 week ultrasound scan.
They did the ultrasound first. Everything is looking good and we got to find out what the baby is and IT'S A BOY!!!!!! I'm excited to have this little bundle of joy. I didn't care what it was as long as it was heathy. Then I did my check up with the doctors baby's heart beat was 150 and very thing looks and sounds good. The next thing the doctors wants me to do is my glucose test between 26-28 weeks. But other than that everything is good and I can't wait to meet my little boy.
They did the ultrasound first. Everything is looking good and we got to find out what the baby is and IT'S A BOY!!!!!! I'm excited to have this little bundle of joy. I didn't care what it was as long as it was heathy. Then I did my check up with the doctors baby's heart beat was 150 and very thing looks and sounds good. The next thing the doctors wants me to do is my glucose test between 26-28 weeks. But other than that everything is good and I can't wait to meet my little boy.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Third Doctors appointment 06/29/2011
So yesterday was my doctors appointment. I'm now 16 weeks and 4 days pregnant.
It was a normal check up appointment and we got to hear the baby's heart beat 150 bpm. It is nice to hear that heart beat and know that everything is going good. My next appointment is July 28, 2011 and we will be able to find out what the baby is that day!!! I can't wait its 4 weeks away. I tried to find out sooner but the doctor thought it would be best to wait til my 20 weeks ultrasound scan.
It was a normal check up appointment and we got to hear the baby's heart beat 150 bpm. It is nice to hear that heart beat and know that everything is going good. My next appointment is July 28, 2011 and we will be able to find out what the baby is that day!!! I can't wait its 4 weeks away. I tried to find out sooner but the doctor thought it would be best to wait til my 20 weeks ultrasound scan.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Second Doctor's Appointment 5/31/2011
To day was my second doctors appointment I'm now 12 weeks and 2 days pregnant.
Well today was mostly just a check up and ask question. I found out I can have my meats the way I normally have them and I can also go swimming as long as I don't get in a hot tub. Then I got to hear the baby's heart beat. 180 beats per minute. It was great, my next appointment is June 29, 2011. I have 8 more weeks till I get to find out what I'm having. I can't wait to find out I'm so excited.
Well today was mostly just a check up and ask question. I found out I can have my meats the way I normally have them and I can also go swimming as long as I don't get in a hot tub. Then I got to hear the baby's heart beat. 180 beats per minute. It was great, my next appointment is June 29, 2011. I have 8 more weeks till I get to find out what I'm having. I can't wait to find out I'm so excited.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
My First Anniversary
Yesterday was my first anniversary.
I can't believe I have been married for a year now. It feels like I have been married for longer. I'm also now 10 weeks pregnant and would of never thought in a million years my life would be this year. Well we went to his dad open house for work and we were going to go shooting but due to the weather we couldn't. So we decided to take a drive through the canyon. I was great. We went to dinner at Applebee's and then we went to a movie. We went and seen Something Borrowed. It was a great movie. It was a great day it was I can't wait more years to come with my wonderful husband. I love him with all of my heart.
I love you Cj and your a wonderful husband and I know you will be a great father.
I can't believe I have been married for a year now. It feels like I have been married for longer. I'm also now 10 weeks pregnant and would of never thought in a million years my life would be this year. Well we went to his dad open house for work and we were going to go shooting but due to the weather we couldn't. So we decided to take a drive through the canyon. I was great. We went to dinner at Applebee's and then we went to a movie. We went and seen Something Borrowed. It was a great movie. It was a great day it was I can't wait more years to come with my wonderful husband. I love him with all of my heart.
I love you Cj and your a wonderful husband and I know you will be a great father.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Doctors appoint 05/03/11
My very first doctor's appointment.
My very first doctor's appointment went GREAT!!!!! My appointment was at 2 today so we went in early today to see if we need to do any paper work. Gladly I didn't have to do a lot of it. Okay seriously when I found out I was pregnant they weighed me and the scale said I was 181.5 or so and when they weighed me today I was 180.1, so it must of been my shoes. Well I had my very first pap smear, I was dreading the whole thing cause I thought it was going to be bad. My doctor had me get up on the table and get ready for the pap smear. I was freaking out and when processed to do the pap smear I hardly felt it and I literally started to cry cause it wasn't bad at all. I didn't even know he did it and was done within seconds of doing it. After that was all done with they had me set up my next appointment for 4 weeks from now so the next appointment is May 31. I also had my first ultrasound done and got to see the baby and the coolest thing ever I was able to hear the heart beat of the baby. It was so exciting.
My very first doctor's appointment went GREAT!!!!! My appointment was at 2 today so we went in early today to see if we need to do any paper work. Gladly I didn't have to do a lot of it. Okay seriously when I found out I was pregnant they weighed me and the scale said I was 181.5 or so and when they weighed me today I was 180.1, so it must of been my shoes. Well I had my very first pap smear, I was dreading the whole thing cause I thought it was going to be bad. My doctor had me get up on the table and get ready for the pap smear. I was freaking out and when processed to do the pap smear I hardly felt it and I literally started to cry cause it wasn't bad at all. I didn't even know he did it and was done within seconds of doing it. After that was all done with they had me set up my next appointment for 4 weeks from now so the next appointment is May 31. I also had my first ultrasound done and got to see the baby and the coolest thing ever I was able to hear the heart beat of the baby. It was so exciting.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
I hate our ex landlords
God I wish that I could go up to our ex landlords and strangle them or at least scream and chew them out.
Well on April 11 I found out that I was pregnant so we decided to apply for medicaid. So April 12 we applied. So here we sit waiting and waiting and waiting. Sick of waiting we decided to go down to workforce services and see what we can do about it the waiting. They gave us a website to check our case online so we did. We frustrated cause it wouldn't work so we called them. To come to find out they did send us a letter, but GUESS WHAT?!?! they sent it to our old apartment, we have gave them our new address to forward any mail to us they said they would. For mormon and married in the Temple they sure due lie. We also put our new address on the application, but they still had our old address so they sent it there. So instead of having a month to get everything in to them they need we now have 2 weeks to get everything in so see if I'm approved or not.
To say the least neither Cj nor I are happy about the whole thing. Cause here we sit and wait and wait and wait don't hear anything. Come to find out "oh we sent it to your old address and haven't updated the account" GRRRR frustrating. so we now have to print things off and get them filled out within two weeks.
Well on April 11 I found out that I was pregnant so we decided to apply for medicaid. So April 12 we applied. So here we sit waiting and waiting and waiting. Sick of waiting we decided to go down to workforce services and see what we can do about it the waiting. They gave us a website to check our case online so we did. We frustrated cause it wouldn't work so we called them. To come to find out they did send us a letter, but GUESS WHAT?!?! they sent it to our old apartment, we have gave them our new address to forward any mail to us they said they would. For mormon and married in the Temple they sure due lie. We also put our new address on the application, but they still had our old address so they sent it there. So instead of having a month to get everything in to them they need we now have 2 weeks to get everything in so see if I'm approved or not.
To say the least neither Cj nor I are happy about the whole thing. Cause here we sit and wait and wait and wait don't hear anything. Come to find out "oh we sent it to your old address and haven't updated the account" GRRRR frustrating. so we now have to print things off and get them filled out within two weeks.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Family Easter Egg Hunt
Yesterday we went to Terease and Troy's for the family easter egg hunt.
It was such a blast, beside me being nauseous part of the day. But I eventually started to feel better and started to enjoy the party. Everyone came to the family easter egg hunt besides Cj's family, they did easter egg hunt of their own. So we missed them at the party, I wish they had came. We all hide eggs except for me cause I still wasn't feeling good, and then we let the kids go find their eggs. They had filled 780 egg for the kids and every kid get to have 41 eggs. WOW that's a lot for kids, and some people thinks that there shouldn't be restrictions on it. If there weren't restriction then most of the kids wouldn't have gotten any egg too. But it's there lost not ours. Then afterwards we had dinner, Cj got stakes for us to eat and I was sad when I couldn't eat my stake it was to chowy. After everything was done and everything Cj got a head ache and couldn't quite see well so see decided to stay at Tereasa and Troys and dye eggs with them. We had so much fun. Troy had me pick out a oyster and opened it and there was a light pink pearl and then he put it on a necklace for me. It was nice to get out of the house and visit with some of the family. I even had a nice conversation with Pheobe Anthony's wife. It was great. We ended up coming home after 1 in the morning, but it was worth it cause we had a balst.
It was such a blast, beside me being nauseous part of the day. But I eventually started to feel better and started to enjoy the party. Everyone came to the family easter egg hunt besides Cj's family, they did easter egg hunt of their own. So we missed them at the party, I wish they had came. We all hide eggs except for me cause I still wasn't feeling good, and then we let the kids go find their eggs. They had filled 780 egg for the kids and every kid get to have 41 eggs. WOW that's a lot for kids, and some people thinks that there shouldn't be restrictions on it. If there weren't restriction then most of the kids wouldn't have gotten any egg too. But it's there lost not ours. Then afterwards we had dinner, Cj got stakes for us to eat and I was sad when I couldn't eat my stake it was to chowy. After everything was done and everything Cj got a head ache and couldn't quite see well so see decided to stay at Tereasa and Troys and dye eggs with them. We had so much fun. Troy had me pick out a oyster and opened it and there was a light pink pearl and then he put it on a necklace for me. It was nice to get out of the house and visit with some of the family. I even had a nice conversation with Pheobe Anthony's wife. It was great. We ended up coming home after 1 in the morning, but it was worth it cause we had a balst.
Friday, April 22, 2011
kinda sad
It's kind of sad when I'm only 6 weeks and 5 days pregnant and I feel more comfortable with maternity clothes.
Umm seriously almost 7 weeks and in maternity clothes. I think should of lost some wait but now that I'm pregnant I wont loss much but gain with the baby getting bigger. All well I rather have the baby be healthy then not healthy. It's just kinda of sad that I rather wear maternity clothes; my normal pants just seem to be too tight in my lower abdominal or lower stomach. most of all my pants are just uncomfortable with them. So I went and bought some more maternity clothes.
But all it means is that the baby is growing or getting ready to grow and that it's healthy. 11 more days til my doctors appointment I'm looking forward to the doctors appointment except for the needles and pap smear but it's okay it's just the fact of some foreign object going in a place that it shouldn't be in.
Umm seriously almost 7 weeks and in maternity clothes. I think should of lost some wait but now that I'm pregnant I wont loss much but gain with the baby getting bigger. All well I rather have the baby be healthy then not healthy. It's just kinda of sad that I rather wear maternity clothes; my normal pants just seem to be too tight in my lower abdominal or lower stomach. most of all my pants are just uncomfortable with them. So I went and bought some more maternity clothes.
But all it means is that the baby is growing or getting ready to grow and that it's healthy. 11 more days til my doctors appointment I'm looking forward to the doctors appointment except for the needles and pap smear but it's okay it's just the fact of some foreign object going in a place that it shouldn't be in.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Day 19 & 20
Sorry I lost track of time and spaced off to do Day 19.
Day 19 A picture and a letter.
Seriously I'm having a hard time with this one because I can't do picture cause something about me putting pictures on here doesn't want to work for me.
So here is a letter.
Dear baby Snow,
I just want to say how much I already love you and can't wait til your here in my arms. You will be love and well taken care of. I'm so grateful to have you in my life.
Love your mom
Day 20 A picture of somewhere you would love to travel.
Well I'm not much of a traveler and I don't like highest so I have never been in airplane. But I won't mind going to Hawaii and seeing all the things that Hawaii has to afford to people.
Day 19 A picture and a letter.
Seriously I'm having a hard time with this one because I can't do picture cause something about me putting pictures on here doesn't want to work for me.
So here is a letter.
Dear baby Snow,
I just want to say how much I already love you and can't wait til your here in my arms. You will be love and well taken care of. I'm so grateful to have you in my life.
Love your mom
Day 20 A picture of somewhere you would love to travel.
Well I'm not much of a traveler and I don't like highest so I have never been in airplane. But I won't mind going to Hawaii and seeing all the things that Hawaii has to afford to people.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Day 18
Day 18 A picture of some your biggest insecurity.
Well really I don't have much issues or insecurity, but one would have how I look at sometimes. But I'm happy the way things are right now. I know my body is going through changes because of the pregnancy so I'm really not a problem with my body. I wont change anything about it I want my baby to be healthy and I don't want to have a chance because of my insecurity about my body to not have a healthy baby. I'm so grateful to have this baby in my live I wont change it for anything in the world.
I'm now 6 weeks pregnant, and tomorrow will make it two weeks til my doctors appointment. I can't wait and neither can my husband. He is so excited about the baby.
Well really I don't have much issues or insecurity, but one would have how I look at sometimes. But I'm happy the way things are right now. I know my body is going through changes because of the pregnancy so I'm really not a problem with my body. I wont change anything about it I want my baby to be healthy and I don't want to have a chance because of my insecurity about my body to not have a healthy baby. I'm so grateful to have this baby in my live I wont change it for anything in the world.
I'm now 6 weeks pregnant, and tomorrow will make it two weeks til my doctors appointment. I can't wait and neither can my husband. He is so excited about the baby.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Day 16 &17
Day 16 A picture of someone who inspires you
Really no inspires me that much. Why would I want to do someone else life. I love my life and the only person inspires me is myself. I live for me and not what others have. If I try to live by others I wouldn't be on this wonderful path my life is one if I didn't do if for myself. So pretty much no one really inspires me. Sorry but that is my feeling. When some one say they are inspired by someone else then to me its wishful thinking to like them to have their lives, career, etc... I'm not a wishful thinking kind of person. If I was then I wouldn't have my wonderful husband in my life. Personally I wouldn't be able to live with you him. He is my soul mate, my partner, rock, and my support.
Day 17 A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Well what impact my life recently is that I'm pregnant and I'm now 6 weeks pregnant. I found out last sunday that I may be pregnant I took a test and it came back positive. So I set appointment with a doctor and was confirmed Monday that I was pregnant and that I was 5 weeks 1 day pregnant. Now my 6 weeks and I have 34 more weeks to go. I'm due December 11, 2011. My husband and I are excited for this baby to be in our lives. It is truly a blessing to the baby in our lives right now. I can't wait to hold the baby and give it more love. I love this baby more than anything beside my husband. I love him just as much. He will be a wonderful father cause he is a wonderful husband. He also great with kids, his aunt Cindy has 5 kids and he is great with them. I'm grateful to have wait for him in my life. I wouldn't of found a better person then him.
Really no inspires me that much. Why would I want to do someone else life. I love my life and the only person inspires me is myself. I live for me and not what others have. If I try to live by others I wouldn't be on this wonderful path my life is one if I didn't do if for myself. So pretty much no one really inspires me. Sorry but that is my feeling. When some one say they are inspired by someone else then to me its wishful thinking to like them to have their lives, career, etc... I'm not a wishful thinking kind of person. If I was then I wouldn't have my wonderful husband in my life. Personally I wouldn't be able to live with you him. He is my soul mate, my partner, rock, and my support.
Day 17 A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Well what impact my life recently is that I'm pregnant and I'm now 6 weeks pregnant. I found out last sunday that I may be pregnant I took a test and it came back positive. So I set appointment with a doctor and was confirmed Monday that I was pregnant and that I was 5 weeks 1 day pregnant. Now my 6 weeks and I have 34 more weeks to go. I'm due December 11, 2011. My husband and I are excited for this baby to be in our lives. It is truly a blessing to the baby in our lives right now. I can't wait to hold the baby and give it more love. I love this baby more than anything beside my husband. I love him just as much. He will be a wonderful father cause he is a wonderful husband. He also great with kids, his aunt Cindy has 5 kids and he is great with them. I'm grateful to have wait for him in my life. I wouldn't of found a better person then him.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Day 15
Day 15 A picture you of something you want to do before you die
UMM real I really never thought of this one before so I would want to see yellowstone and the grand canyon. Or even going out of the country but where!?!? I have no clue on that one yet. I'm still thinking on that one. But for the most part I really haven't thought of a thing. I like were my life is at and really I don't want to think about death until it is my time. I just want to live my life to the fullest cause you only have this one life.
UMM real I really never thought of this one before so I would want to see yellowstone and the grand canyon. Or even going out of the country but where!?!? I have no clue on that one yet. I'm still thinking on that one. But for the most part I really haven't thought of a thing. I like were my life is at and really I don't want to think about death until it is my time. I just want to live my life to the fullest cause you only have this one life.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Day 14 plus interview
Day 14 A picture you can't live without you
Will I can't and wont live without my husband. He is my world. I also can't live with out my baby. I found out that I'm carrying his child and I wont change anything. I can't live without him or the baby.
Then the interview
The interview went great they say they will call him tomorrow to tell him if he has the job or not. They also told him that he was the best interview they have had today. Hopefully we hear good news tomorrow. I will let you know what we hear.
Will I can't and wont live without my husband. He is my world. I also can't live with out my baby. I found out that I'm carrying his child and I wont change anything. I can't live without him or the baby.
Then the interview
The interview went great they say they will call him tomorrow to tell him if he has the job or not. They also told him that he was the best interview they have had today. Hopefully we hear good news tomorrow. I will let you know what we hear.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Excitement
Okay again I know I already posted for today with a little extra on the first one.
BUT I can hold it in I'm so excited. Cj has a job interview tomorrow in South Salt Lake pay range from 10 to 11 hour. I hope and pray that he gets this job. It's delivering medical supplies, but a job is a job. He's not to pick at this point as long as it pays the bills. It will also help because with me being pregnant and everything. I'm awaiting to hear to see if I qualify for medicaid. I'm so happy for where my life is heading I wouldn't thought I would be married and pregnant at 22 years old. When I was younger I didn't want kids, but know that I found my husband I wanted kids with him and here I am 5 weeks and 3 days pregnant I couldn't ask anything better then this. I'm so grateful to have a wonderful husband who loves me for me and to have this child of his. I can't wait to see what the child looks like. I wonder if it is going to have his looks or mine. I couldn't be more happy were my life has headed. I will try to keep you up dated on the pregnancy and everything that happens in our life during and after the pregnancy.
BUT I can hold it in I'm so excited. Cj has a job interview tomorrow in South Salt Lake pay range from 10 to 11 hour. I hope and pray that he gets this job. It's delivering medical supplies, but a job is a job. He's not to pick at this point as long as it pays the bills. It will also help because with me being pregnant and everything. I'm awaiting to hear to see if I qualify for medicaid. I'm so happy for where my life is heading I wouldn't thought I would be married and pregnant at 22 years old. When I was younger I didn't want kids, but know that I found my husband I wanted kids with him and here I am 5 weeks and 3 days pregnant I couldn't ask anything better then this. I'm so grateful to have a wonderful husband who loves me for me and to have this child of his. I can't wait to see what the child looks like. I wonder if it is going to have his looks or mine. I couldn't be more happy were my life has headed. I will try to keep you up dated on the pregnancy and everything that happens in our life during and after the pregnancy.
Day 13
Day 13 A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Well I have a lot of favorite both band and artist. Here is a list of some of my favorite.
1. Keith Urban
2. Alan Jackson
3. Zac Brown Band
4. Rascall Flatts
5. Carrie Underwood
6. Blake Shelton
7. Tracey Adkins
8. Garth Brooks
9. Tim McGraw
10. Billy Currington
These are my top ten favorite band and artist. I know they are all country, but what can I say I'm a country girl. They are relaxing songs and they make more sense then some of the other genera of music. I hate screaming type of music all it is a headache and you can't understand half of anything the singer or group are saying. But that is my opinion to each of their own. I have more but I'm not going to list them all.
This isn't apart of Day 13 but its part of the pregnancy.
I can't wait til May 3. That is my very first doctor appointment for the baby. I'm so excited to have this baby in my life. I can't wait to see him or her when they get here in dec. I'm due December 11, 2011. It doesn't matter what I have as long as it is heathy. But I do hope for a baby boy, but if it is a girl then I will love it just as much. I never thought in a million years I would be pregnant right now. I was convince that it will never happen but guess what!?!? It did and I wouldn't change anything for the life of me. I'm happy were my live is heading right now. I can't wait to me a mother. But I'm having a hard time waiting three weeks to my appointment. I'm wondering if they will let me see the baby or if I get to hear the heart beat of the baby. I so can't wait this is going to be an exciting ride for us in our lives. This is a great adventure I'm on.
Well I have a lot of favorite both band and artist. Here is a list of some of my favorite.
1. Keith Urban
2. Alan Jackson
3. Zac Brown Band
4. Rascall Flatts
5. Carrie Underwood
6. Blake Shelton
7. Tracey Adkins
8. Garth Brooks
9. Tim McGraw
10. Billy Currington
These are my top ten favorite band and artist. I know they are all country, but what can I say I'm a country girl. They are relaxing songs and they make more sense then some of the other genera of music. I hate screaming type of music all it is a headache and you can't understand half of anything the singer or group are saying. But that is my opinion to each of their own. I have more but I'm not going to list them all.
This isn't apart of Day 13 but its part of the pregnancy.
I can't wait til May 3. That is my very first doctor appointment for the baby. I'm so excited to have this baby in my life. I can't wait to see him or her when they get here in dec. I'm due December 11, 2011. It doesn't matter what I have as long as it is heathy. But I do hope for a baby boy, but if it is a girl then I will love it just as much. I never thought in a million years I would be pregnant right now. I was convince that it will never happen but guess what!?!? It did and I wouldn't change anything for the life of me. I'm happy were my live is heading right now. I can't wait to me a mother. But I'm having a hard time waiting three weeks to my appointment. I'm wondering if they will let me see the baby or if I get to hear the heart beat of the baby. I so can't wait this is going to be an exciting ride for us in our lives. This is a great adventure I'm on.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Day 12 plus Joy
Day 12 A picture of something you love
I love my husband, and my pets and my newest love is for my unborn child. I don't have a picture yet cause I haven't had an ultrasound done yet. But I love it either way.
Pure JOY
I thought it was a dream, but it is true I'm pregnant. I'm so excited to have a baby. Three weeks from today on May 3 I have a doctor appointment with my OB and we will either get to see the baby from a ultrasound or hear the baby's heart. I'm looking forward to minus the papsmear cause this will be my first time have one done. We also have decided to cirumstances of me being pregnant we decided to cancel our trip to Jackson for our anniversary. But it's okay I rather have it this way.
I love my husband, and my pets and my newest love is for my unborn child. I don't have a picture yet cause I haven't had an ultrasound done yet. But I love it either way.
Pure JOY
I thought it was a dream, but it is true I'm pregnant. I'm so excited to have a baby. Three weeks from today on May 3 I have a doctor appointment with my OB and we will either get to see the baby from a ultrasound or hear the baby's heart. I'm looking forward to minus the papsmear cause this will be my first time have one done. We also have decided to cirumstances of me being pregnant we decided to cancel our trip to Jackson for our anniversary. But it's okay I rather have it this way.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Happinest
Okay I know I already posted today but couldn't hold back:D
Well I was supposed to started my period April 2. I haven't started so we decided we would go to the doctor and find out whats wrong. See in February I went 25 days with out my period and finally started March 6. So I assumed that was what is going on. I know that the doctors would have asked if I took a pregnancy test and so I did so I could tell them I did. I took the test yesterday and it came back positive. So we called the doctors and set appointment for today. We go to the doctors and it is confirmed I'M PREGNANT!!!!! I'm 5 weeks and 1 day.:D
Well I was supposed to started my period April 2. I haven't started so we decided we would go to the doctor and find out whats wrong. See in February I went 25 days with out my period and finally started March 6. So I assumed that was what is going on. I know that the doctors would have asked if I took a pregnancy test and so I did so I could tell them I did. I took the test yesterday and it came back positive. So we called the doctors and set appointment for today. We go to the doctors and it is confirmed I'M PREGNANT!!!!! I'm 5 weeks and 1 day.:D
Day 11
Day 11 a picture of something you hate.
I don't hate a lot of things. I hate the most are people that are fakes. They say they are your friend when they aren't and they say they will be there for you when again their not. Then another one is I hate lima beans, squash, etc.. I love most veggie but those. I also hate the thought of losing some one that I love the most, but I know down in my heart nothing is going to happen to them.
I don't hate a lot of things. I hate the most are people that are fakes. They say they are your friend when they aren't and they say they will be there for you when again their not. Then another one is I hate lima beans, squash, etc.. I love most veggie but those. I also hate the thought of losing some one that I love the most, but I know down in my heart nothing is going to happen to them.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Had a blast last night
Sorry for blogging twice in one day I try not but I have to blog about last night
I had a blast last night, OMG! it was so much fun. I haven't had this much fun in a very long time. We went over to his aunt Cindy and uncle Jer's place and played games. We haven't done anything in a long time; the last time we ever did before Christmas. WOW! What a long time to be way. They are so much fun and I just love there kids. They have 5 wonderful children their names are John, Jordan, Sara, Tyler, and Coda or Cody. They are fun but yet handful kids. I envy Jer and Cindy on how they can do what to with their kids. I don't know how I would things if I have that many kids. All in all I had a blast didn't come home til almost 3am. I laughed so hard that my sides are started to hurt but it was so worth the hurt. I slept wonderfully and I haven't slept like that in a long time. We also went over to his grandparents place cause they had something for me for my birthday. They had gotten me a what is a temple clothing that you wear when you are taking your downments and when you get sealed and that. They didn't have to do that, but they wanted to help us when we go through the temple it was a very sweet gesture.
I had a blast last night, OMG! it was so much fun. I haven't had this much fun in a very long time. We went over to his aunt Cindy and uncle Jer's place and played games. We haven't done anything in a long time; the last time we ever did before Christmas. WOW! What a long time to be way. They are so much fun and I just love there kids. They have 5 wonderful children their names are John, Jordan, Sara, Tyler, and Coda or Cody. They are fun but yet handful kids. I envy Jer and Cindy on how they can do what to with their kids. I don't know how I would things if I have that many kids. All in all I had a blast didn't come home til almost 3am. I laughed so hard that my sides are started to hurt but it was so worth the hurt. I slept wonderfully and I haven't slept like that in a long time. We also went over to his grandparents place cause they had something for me for my birthday. They had gotten me a what is a temple clothing that you wear when you are taking your downments and when you get sealed and that. They didn't have to do that, but they wanted to help us when we go through the temple it was a very sweet gesture.
Day 10
Day 10 A picture of the person you do the most screwed up things with
Well that's kind of hard from me because I'm usually a self a wear about what I do and with whom I do it with. When and only when I do things it's usually with people trust or want to have fun. The first person I'll do the most screwed up things would have to be my friend Ashley Pagliarini, but sadly we don't that anymore. The next person I'll do the screwed up things my husband cause I know he wont judge me.
Well that's kind of hard from me because I'm usually a self a wear about what I do and with whom I do it with. When and only when I do things it's usually with people trust or want to have fun. The first person I'll do the most screwed up things would have to be my friend Ashley Pagliarini, but sadly we don't that anymore. The next person I'll do the screwed up things my husband cause I know he wont judge me.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Day 9
Here is Todays!
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
The person that gotten me through the most would have to be my husband. He has seen me at my worst and he also has seen the best of me. If I come to a bump in the road he help me crossed that bump. He doesn't judge me even when I get so upset that I cry. He is my support and my rock. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him in my life. I love you CJ and I will forever.
day 8
Here is for yesterday!
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Something that makes me smile one would have to me my husband. He makes me laugh when I'm feeling down in the dumps or when I'm having a really bad day. I love him so much. Then next would have to be my puppy Diego he is a min pin and is is 16 or 17 weeks old. He is the most funniest dog I ever had. He will bark out you if you scare him and his ears and tall at to his cute personality. With both of them put together means a lot of laughing going on..
Friday, April 8, 2011
How I hate Some People
I know I'm supposed to do Day 8, but I will make that up tomorrow; right now I need to vent
How I hate some people that think they are better than everyone else. People that are like that are ignorant and oh let me tell you I know one and she is the biggest IGNORANT person I ever known in my 22 years of live. Why do should I have to apologize to some one and they don't have too? WTF? It takes two to tango and NO I'M NOT APOLOGIZING to NO ONE!!!!!!
Means some one that wants to be a a$$**** to me doesn't mean I have to allow that person to treat me that way. Don't tell me "Oh you need to take it with a grain of salt" bull crap to me! I respect myself; means you don't doesn't mean I have too. Personally I don't care what you think or say I'm still NOT apologizing to no one. If you have a problem then tough s*** I don't give a rats a$$ What you think or say. Bug people to make me to apologize, but I got news for you I'm still not going to do it.
If some people are ignorant and make rude comments that I feel that they crossed the line with me then should know and if you have a problem, then that's YOUR problem NOT mine. I hate when people play the pity card but still got news for you it ain't going to work. Yeah I'm sorry your going there a hard time, but your not going to get me to apologize to anyone nor is my husband. Who one earth made you GOD or KING or QUEEN? Do all you want but anything you do is NOT going to make me apologize to anyone. If any apologizes are due they SHOULD be the ONE to APOLOGIZE not me.
I wish people like that had their own deserted island so they can leave us the heck alone and allow us to get on with our lives. BUT sadly it will never happen and therefore I will still tell you if YOU say something that I FEEL you cross the LINE then I will TELL YOU! Once again if you don't like then it's your problem and NOT MINE! Deal with IT! Cry a river build a bridge and get the f*** over it!
Sorry it's been one of those days were you just need to just vent. I promise to make up day 8 tomorrow while I do day 9 as well. Just needed to get this off my chest.
(Oh by the way if you have a problem with this blog then tough it's my blog and I will darn well write and say what I want you don't have to read it)
How I hate some people that think they are better than everyone else. People that are like that are ignorant and oh let me tell you I know one and she is the biggest IGNORANT person I ever known in my 22 years of live. Why do should I have to apologize to some one and they don't have too? WTF? It takes two to tango and NO I'M NOT APOLOGIZING to NO ONE!!!!!!
Means some one that wants to be a a$$**** to me doesn't mean I have to allow that person to treat me that way. Don't tell me "Oh you need to take it with a grain of salt" bull crap to me! I respect myself; means you don't doesn't mean I have too. Personally I don't care what you think or say I'm still NOT apologizing to no one. If you have a problem then tough s*** I don't give a rats a$$ What you think or say. Bug people to make me to apologize, but I got news for you I'm still not going to do it.
If some people are ignorant and make rude comments that I feel that they crossed the line with me then should know and if you have a problem, then that's YOUR problem NOT mine. I hate when people play the pity card but still got news for you it ain't going to work. Yeah I'm sorry your going there a hard time, but your not going to get me to apologize to anyone nor is my husband. Who one earth made you GOD or KING or QUEEN? Do all you want but anything you do is NOT going to make me apologize to anyone. If any apologizes are due they SHOULD be the ONE to APOLOGIZE not me.
I wish people like that had their own deserted island so they can leave us the heck alone and allow us to get on with our lives. BUT sadly it will never happen and therefore I will still tell you if YOU say something that I FEEL you cross the LINE then I will TELL YOU! Once again if you don't like then it's your problem and NOT MINE! Deal with IT! Cry a river build a bridge and get the f*** over it!
Sorry it's been one of those days were you just need to just vent. I promise to make up day 8 tomorrow while I do day 9 as well. Just needed to get this off my chest.
(Oh by the way if you have a problem with this blog then tough it's my blog and I will darn well write and say what I want you don't have to read it)
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Day 7
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
I have two treasured things in my life. One is my wedding rings, because I love being married to the most wonderful person. I'm so glad that I have waited for him he is my Mr. Right. He treats me really good, unlike most people that I've known or seen in my life. He is old fashion were the women stays home and the husband works. He doesn't force me to do anything I don't want to do, and if I want to work it is then my choice. I love him with all of my heart. Second item are my grandmothers belonging; I have lost my grandma Kerr when I was young and all I have left hers is her stuff. I would be devastated if I lost either my wedding rings or my grandmother belongings.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Day 6
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
UMMM!!! Really I don't know who I want to trade places with for a day. I love where I'm at right now; I wont change it for anything. So this one is difficult for me to think cause really I love my life right now. No one really appeals to me to trade my life with. If you would of asked me years ago then maybe I would have some one to trade a place with for a day. Unfortunately I don't want to trade with any one unless my husband can be with me. Maybe I would trade if some one has better finance then I have right now. For now I'm content were I am at. Sorry if I ruined the fun, but I have no desire to trade places with.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Day 5
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
My favorite memory will have to be the day my husband proposed. He had invited to go deer hunting with him and his family in October 2009. We went camping at Diamond Fork. It was a fun and I got to go with him when hiking looking for the deer. It was our last night out camping no one gotten any deer, but came close. Everyone went to bed while me and Cj stayed up waiting for the generator to run out of gas and for the fire to die down. We were standing with the blanket wrapped around us, the fire final became ambers and the generator finally died. It was a beautiful night; the stars were out and shining brightly. We were listening to the insects make their noses and hearing the coyotes howling. That is when he proposed to me asking me to marry him. Of course I said yes. Seven months later we were married. That is my favorite memory no pictures could explain the way I felt that night he proposed. :) I love him so much with all of my heart.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Day 4
Day 04 - A picture of your night
Well my night just begun it's been peaceful and relaxing. Hopefully we are going to watch Tangled tonight as a family and if not then just me and my husband. The picture would be the cover of Tangled. Also we also booked out hotel for our first anniversary in Jackson Hole, WY. I'm just now listening to music and helping cooking dinner with my aunt. We are having roast for dinner. Well that is my night. Again sorry for no picture, but like I said earlier the pictures doesn't like to work for me like others. So please bear with me for no picture.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Day 3
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show. Remember Pictures don't work on my blog.
If I could get the pictures to work, the picture would be a picture of "HOUSE" on channel 13.
I love the show house. I own all of the season except for 5,6,7 but I'm working on getting them. It is the great show ever made.
I really wish I could get the pictures to work but this things is doesn't really like me:( But all well I can get it to work this way. So bear with me.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Day 2
Here is day 2. Sorry it seems like I can't get the pictures to show up so instead of doing pictures, so I will just say what it is suppose to be.
Day 2 A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
The person I'm closest her name is Ashley Pagliarini. I have known her since 4th grade. We use to hang out any time we get the chance. It doesn't feel that way any more but I can only assume that we are.
The next closest person will be my husband. He is with me through thick and thin. He sees me at my worst and never judge but to support me and hold me.
Day 2 A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
The person I'm closest her name is Ashley Pagliarini. I have known her since 4th grade. We use to hang out any time we get the chance. It doesn't feel that way any more but I can only assume that we are.
The next closest person will be my husband. He is with me through thick and thin. He sees me at my worst and never judge but to support me and hold me.
Day 1
Sorry the pictures are not working. Sorry I totally space off that I wanted to do a 30 day on blogging so this is for yesterday and I also post for today. Here is Day 1
DAY 1 A picture of yourself with ten facts
10 facts about me
1. I'm married this May will be my First anniversary
2. I just celebrated my 22 birthday on March 25
4. On I have one sibling and I'm an only child. I have an older brother from my mom, and my dad only has me.
5. I met my husband in school, dated for a month and got engaged, and got married in 7 months after getting engaged.
6. I love the outdoors.
7. I love to go hunting. I want to get my hunter safety and go hunt deer, elk, or what ever.
8. I originally didn't want kids, but know I would love to have kids when the times come.
9. I'm trying to go through the temple to get sealed to my husband.
10. I'm not a people person but I tolerate them.
DAY 1 A picture of yourself with ten facts
10 facts about me
1. I'm married this May will be my First anniversary
2. I just celebrated my 22 birthday on March 25
4. On I have one sibling and I'm an only child. I have an older brother from my mom, and my dad only has me.
5. I met my husband in school, dated for a month and got engaged, and got married in 7 months after getting engaged.
6. I love the outdoors.
7. I love to go hunting. I want to get my hunter safety and go hunt deer, elk, or what ever.
8. I originally didn't want kids, but know I would love to have kids when the times come.
9. I'm trying to go through the temple to get sealed to my husband.
10. I'm not a people person but I tolerate them.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
One of those days
Don't you hate having one of those days???
I sure the hell do makes me want to scream. Where you feel like everything is going wrong and nothing is going the way is should>:(. Well That is how my day has been for the whole day. Grrr!!!!! Seriously I have better days then this day. It so feels like my head is going to explode with frustration.
Well I didn't quite woke up on the wrong side of the bed nor did I wake up on the right side of the bed. I had ache all night. I have been sore and uncomfortable all night. My hips, back, shoulders and everything else seems like it was aching. Well of course I woke up hurting and I wasn't happy about it, especially when I have a little cute stinker named Diego laying right next to me and wont let me have any room for myself. But I love him. Okay that was fine and honky dory, so I get in the shower and some how some where the water changes temperature GRR. Seriously is it pick on me day.
Well last night I needed a pair of new shoes cause the only shoes I have are the generic of the shapes up, I love those shoes don't get me wrong they are great then only problem I have with them is when the weather outside is cold it allows the cold air to go through the shoes and then my feet are cold. So I go to Wal mart and buy me a pair of new shoes. Okay if I was a normal women it would be nice. Unfortunately I'm not woman shoes KILLS my feet. You see I have not arch meaning I'm flat footed. Of course woman shoes has the arch SO it hurts my feet. So for me to be comfortable I have to wear men shoes. Another downer is that men shoes cost to dang much.
Needless to say I found one in mens that fits comfortable and I like me the downer they cost me 25 dollars :O I know right? EXPENSIVE. Is all I can say, but oh man oh man they are so comfortable. Something so good couldn't last long for me at least. I got with my aunt to get her hair cut and then to lunch and come back home. You see no one home and having dogs in the house with one in the process of potty training there are going to be accidents. So anyways trying to get through the front door and fighting the dogs I some how found an accident and step in it with my NEW SHOES>:( GRRRRRRR. Oh was I pissed. Of all the things to with my new shoes. I even snapped at my husband and he didn't do anything. I'm SORRY please FORGIVE me;(.
After getting my shoes clean we then had to go do laundry. Can I not get a break:( what a long sore day that made in store for me. But I like having clean clothes. Sorry to anyone that reads it, but it just one of those days were you just need to get things off your chest. Especially my chest. I hope and pray that tomorrow makes for a better day for me cause I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow so I hope.
I sure the hell do makes me want to scream. Where you feel like everything is going wrong and nothing is going the way is should>:(. Well That is how my day has been for the whole day. Grrr!!!!! Seriously I have better days then this day. It so feels like my head is going to explode with frustration.
Well I didn't quite woke up on the wrong side of the bed nor did I wake up on the right side of the bed. I had ache all night. I have been sore and uncomfortable all night. My hips, back, shoulders and everything else seems like it was aching. Well of course I woke up hurting and I wasn't happy about it, especially when I have a little cute stinker named Diego laying right next to me and wont let me have any room for myself. But I love him. Okay that was fine and honky dory, so I get in the shower and some how some where the water changes temperature GRR. Seriously is it pick on me day.
Well last night I needed a pair of new shoes cause the only shoes I have are the generic of the shapes up, I love those shoes don't get me wrong they are great then only problem I have with them is when the weather outside is cold it allows the cold air to go through the shoes and then my feet are cold. So I go to Wal mart and buy me a pair of new shoes. Okay if I was a normal women it would be nice. Unfortunately I'm not woman shoes KILLS my feet. You see I have not arch meaning I'm flat footed. Of course woman shoes has the arch SO it hurts my feet. So for me to be comfortable I have to wear men shoes. Another downer is that men shoes cost to dang much.
Needless to say I found one in mens that fits comfortable and I like me the downer they cost me 25 dollars :O I know right? EXPENSIVE. Is all I can say, but oh man oh man they are so comfortable. Something so good couldn't last long for me at least. I got with my aunt to get her hair cut and then to lunch and come back home. You see no one home and having dogs in the house with one in the process of potty training there are going to be accidents. So anyways trying to get through the front door and fighting the dogs I some how found an accident and step in it with my NEW SHOES>:( GRRRRRRR. Oh was I pissed. Of all the things to with my new shoes. I even snapped at my husband and he didn't do anything. I'm SORRY please FORGIVE me;(.
After getting my shoes clean we then had to go do laundry. Can I not get a break:( what a long sore day that made in store for me. But I like having clean clothes. Sorry to anyone that reads it, but it just one of those days were you just need to get things off your chest. Especially my chest. I hope and pray that tomorrow makes for a better day for me cause I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow so I hope.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Movie Date
We went on a movie date tonight:D
We went and seen Red Riding Hood. All I can say is I loved it, it was great and amazing. My husband thought it would be nice to get out of the house and do something just the two of us. It was the best decision we ever made. It was great to get out and have us time. We don't do it much with having no money, but it is a nice reward when you do.
The movie was great and it's has spots that makes you jump. Okay movies that can make me jumps is a good movie. We choose to go to Red Riding Hood because all of the movies there look either stupid or waste of time and money to see it. So we went to it instead, it was the bomb. The fact that the producer leaves you hang til the end on who is the werewolf is great. ( I wont tell who it is, but you'll at least suspected):D I wouldn't mind seeing it again and can't wait til it comes out on dvd so I can see if we can buy it. I love horror movies and I'm now glad that we went and seen it.
I think out of all my birthdays I think this year has then all beat. I guess having someone you truly love makes a different. He has made this birthday really special for me this year. I can't believe that I'm married to the most wonderful person in the world. No one else can be him, I'm so glad I waited til I had found him. He is my Mr. Right, I don't regret anything with him. People saying I should of waited longer on getting married to him when I did. It's my life and I love it they way it is.
He is a wonderful person and he doesn't force me to get a job if I don't want one. In a way he is old fashion, meaning the man work and supports the family while the woman is home taking care of the house and kids. But with different he helps me with the house as much as I do with the house and when we have kids he will help just as much. He has already warned me that I may have to fight him to take care of my kids LOL!!! :D I love him with all of my heart and I'm thankful for having him in my life.
I love you Cj and can't wait to spent the rest of my life with you for eternity and forever! :D
We went and seen Red Riding Hood. All I can say is I loved it, it was great and amazing. My husband thought it would be nice to get out of the house and do something just the two of us. It was the best decision we ever made. It was great to get out and have us time. We don't do it much with having no money, but it is a nice reward when you do.
The movie was great and it's has spots that makes you jump. Okay movies that can make me jumps is a good movie. We choose to go to Red Riding Hood because all of the movies there look either stupid or waste of time and money to see it. So we went to it instead, it was the bomb. The fact that the producer leaves you hang til the end on who is the werewolf is great. ( I wont tell who it is, but you'll at least suspected):D I wouldn't mind seeing it again and can't wait til it comes out on dvd so I can see if we can buy it. I love horror movies and I'm now glad that we went and seen it.
I think out of all my birthdays I think this year has then all beat. I guess having someone you truly love makes a different. He has made this birthday really special for me this year. I can't believe that I'm married to the most wonderful person in the world. No one else can be him, I'm so glad I waited til I had found him. He is my Mr. Right, I don't regret anything with him. People saying I should of waited longer on getting married to him when I did. It's my life and I love it they way it is.
He is a wonderful person and he doesn't force me to get a job if I don't want one. In a way he is old fashion, meaning the man work and supports the family while the woman is home taking care of the house and kids. But with different he helps me with the house as much as I do with the house and when we have kids he will help just as much. He has already warned me that I may have to fight him to take care of my kids LOL!!! :D I love him with all of my heart and I'm thankful for having him in my life.
I love you Cj and can't wait to spent the rest of my life with you for eternity and forever! :D
Sunday, March 27, 2011
My Birthday
Well March 25 was my 22nd birthday.
I usually don't celebrate my birthday, but this year I did with my hubby. It was great besides the surprise he had in store for me. I wasn't expecting much I knew I was getting a few things but not a lot. The good surprise I got which wasn't anything to do with my birthday, but we received our federal check on my birthday. It was nice to get our federal on my birthday, but unfortunately it was snowing on my birthday "Thanks Mother Nature." At least I can say it was a good day besides the bank that was frustrating. GRR!! Went to deposit the federal and have some cash out, but according them I have to have money in my account to cover the cash part. So instead of asking for a thousand in cash I ask if I could get at least 200 in cash. Again they said they couldn't do it cause I don't have enough to cover it, but they could let me get a 100. What I don't understand they cashed my state which was 424 without a problem and they knew how much was in my account. Frustrating.
Plus it was my dog Diego's vet appointment as well. Before the appointment he took me to lunch at Tucanos :D oh how I love there food. It was good beside Cj telling them it was my birthday. They didn't just say happy birthday but they had me stand up and dance with other people that were there celebrating birthdays that day. He was a brat but it was fun. Then we went to the vet appointment, it was okay besides feeling so bad for my dog :( poor little guy.
Then as apart of my birthday he took me to bingo. I had a blast and I even won and got a few things :D It was good and was nice to celebrate my birthday with some one I love so much with all of my heart. But he does make me feel a little bad cause his birthday is in September and I didn't do as much as he did with me. I have this year to do something special for him.
The little brat that he is had something up his sleeves, but he wont tell me anything. So I wanted to get my nails done and so I did my nails on Saturday. Well while I was getting my nails done he was corresponding with is mother. I was done around about 630ish and so we decided to go look at deer behind Geneva, I know we were supposed to be at his mom's at 7 to discuss about the Family Reunion in Arizona. Well I was in for a big surprise, I walked in to his parents house and there was a surprise birthday party there. They didn't have to do anything for me, but they did anyways. It was nice of the them to do it. It was fun we have cake and ice cream and every one that could come came. His sister Shawntell and her daughter Faith, Nikki and her family, and Chris and Virginia, Mikey, and Grandma Hubbs.
I really enjoyed my birthday this year it was great and I don't think anything can be this birthday. I'm also excited cause tonight my mom is taking me to Texas Road House for my birthday. It going to be me, Cj, my mom, my brother, my aunt and uncle, and my cousin. It's going to be great and fun.
This is my birthday ring that Cj got me. We got it at Morgan Jewelers. The stone is my birth stone for March and the stone is real. I love it with all of my heat. Also I got my nail done, maybe hard to see be the color is a light blue .
This was the big surprise that he had and wont tell me. He gotten me horse shoe ear rings and this card. I love it for the fact that they are what they are. I love horses and my long time dream is to be able to own my horses one day. :D
But the greatest gift I could of receive was him and I gotten 10 moths earlier. That's right my husband I love him with all of my heart. I LOVE YOU!!!!! :D
I usually don't celebrate my birthday, but this year I did with my hubby. It was great besides the surprise he had in store for me. I wasn't expecting much I knew I was getting a few things but not a lot. The good surprise I got which wasn't anything to do with my birthday, but we received our federal check on my birthday. It was nice to get our federal on my birthday, but unfortunately it was snowing on my birthday "Thanks Mother Nature." At least I can say it was a good day besides the bank that was frustrating. GRR!! Went to deposit the federal and have some cash out, but according them I have to have money in my account to cover the cash part. So instead of asking for a thousand in cash I ask if I could get at least 200 in cash. Again they said they couldn't do it cause I don't have enough to cover it, but they could let me get a 100. What I don't understand they cashed my state which was 424 without a problem and they knew how much was in my account. Frustrating.
Plus it was my dog Diego's vet appointment as well. Before the appointment he took me to lunch at Tucanos :D oh how I love there food. It was good beside Cj telling them it was my birthday. They didn't just say happy birthday but they had me stand up and dance with other people that were there celebrating birthdays that day. He was a brat but it was fun. Then we went to the vet appointment, it was okay besides feeling so bad for my dog :( poor little guy.
Then as apart of my birthday he took me to bingo. I had a blast and I even won and got a few things :D It was good and was nice to celebrate my birthday with some one I love so much with all of my heart. But he does make me feel a little bad cause his birthday is in September and I didn't do as much as he did with me. I have this year to do something special for him.
The little brat that he is had something up his sleeves, but he wont tell me anything. So I wanted to get my nails done and so I did my nails on Saturday. Well while I was getting my nails done he was corresponding with is mother. I was done around about 630ish and so we decided to go look at deer behind Geneva, I know we were supposed to be at his mom's at 7 to discuss about the Family Reunion in Arizona. Well I was in for a big surprise, I walked in to his parents house and there was a surprise birthday party there. They didn't have to do anything for me, but they did anyways. It was nice of the them to do it. It was fun we have cake and ice cream and every one that could come came. His sister Shawntell and her daughter Faith, Nikki and her family, and Chris and Virginia, Mikey, and Grandma Hubbs.
I really enjoyed my birthday this year it was great and I don't think anything can be this birthday. I'm also excited cause tonight my mom is taking me to Texas Road House for my birthday. It going to be me, Cj, my mom, my brother, my aunt and uncle, and my cousin. It's going to be great and fun.
But the greatest gift I could of receive was him and I gotten 10 moths earlier. That's right my husband I love him with all of my heart. I LOVE YOU!!!!! :D
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
What a wonderful Day
It has been the most wonderful day that I have ever had:D
Well for not having much sleep today, it has been great. I didn't go to bed til 4 in the morning, but what a surprise I got. I awoken to my mom saying "Can you smell the money?" I'm like okay what the heck she is talking about. So I roll over and asked her what she was talking about, and then she handed me a letter. I'm like okay what is this letter about, let me guess another bill collector wanting money as usual. OH!!! Was I so wrong :D it was our state taxes. :D let me tell you what I was jumping for joy, now I'm just waiting for our federal to come so we can set aside the money for our anniversary and our trip to Arizona.
Well we go cashed the check and I get this nice surprised my husband say he was going to the phone store to get me a new phone. I'm like What seriously:D and he was like yeah. OH!! I was happy >_< cause I wanted a new phone. He also decided he wanted to get a new phone as well but the phone he wanted wasn't in so he has to wait til they get the phone in. Then after going to the phone store we then stopped at Hobby Lobby Well let me say I LOVE THAT STORE. He got me a lock latch rug that is a Noah Ark. OH!!! I love my husband with all of my heart and soul. I can't wait til I get sealed in the temple with him. I am so bless to have him in my life.
I'm getting more excited each and every day when it gets closer to our anniversary. I can't wait to go to Jackson Hole, Wy. We are also thinking about getting a camera so we can take a lot of pictures of our adventures on our first anniversary and so we can record everything that happens to us in our life together as a family. I can't wait to start a family with my husband I know down in my heart that he will make a good father, but right now I'm content with just being use but if the lord wants to have a kid sooner than so be it.
He makes me so happy and I know I couldn't ask for more than that and I wont find another person that can make me so happy as he does each and every day that we are together. He is my one and only love and can't wait to spend the rest of my live with him for eternity:D
On another note I have less then 2 day's til my birthday. I'm getting excited more and more, but frustrate more and more cause he has secret and he wont tell me>:/ but I love him.
Well for not having much sleep today, it has been great. I didn't go to bed til 4 in the morning, but what a surprise I got. I awoken to my mom saying "Can you smell the money?" I'm like okay what the heck she is talking about. So I roll over and asked her what she was talking about, and then she handed me a letter. I'm like okay what is this letter about, let me guess another bill collector wanting money as usual. OH!!! Was I so wrong :D it was our state taxes. :D let me tell you what I was jumping for joy, now I'm just waiting for our federal to come so we can set aside the money for our anniversary and our trip to Arizona.
Well we go cashed the check and I get this nice surprised my husband say he was going to the phone store to get me a new phone. I'm like What seriously:D and he was like yeah. OH!! I was happy >_< cause I wanted a new phone. He also decided he wanted to get a new phone as well but the phone he wanted wasn't in so he has to wait til they get the phone in. Then after going to the phone store we then stopped at Hobby Lobby Well let me say I LOVE THAT STORE. He got me a lock latch rug that is a Noah Ark. OH!!! I love my husband with all of my heart and soul. I can't wait til I get sealed in the temple with him. I am so bless to have him in my life.
I'm getting more excited each and every day when it gets closer to our anniversary. I can't wait to go to Jackson Hole, Wy. We are also thinking about getting a camera so we can take a lot of pictures of our adventures on our first anniversary and so we can record everything that happens to us in our life together as a family. I can't wait to start a family with my husband I know down in my heart that he will make a good father, but right now I'm content with just being use but if the lord wants to have a kid sooner than so be it.
He makes me so happy and I know I couldn't ask for more than that and I wont find another person that can make me so happy as he does each and every day that we are together. He is my one and only love and can't wait to spend the rest of my live with him for eternity:D
On another note I have less then 2 day's til my birthday. I'm getting excited more and more, but frustrate more and more cause he has secret and he wont tell me>:/ but I love him.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Men you can't live with them and you can't live with you them
I always been asking myself this question for years? Why is that? Also another good question I been asking myself, why are men big babies?
Well this month seems to be the theme of the men are big babies. Cj my husband well you see he has had bad luck this month. A couple of weeks ago he woke up with a kink neck and it was very painful for him to turn his head to look left or right. Me trying to be a good wife, I tried to help him work the kink out and asked if he wanted me to massage his neck. Let me tell you what he fought me like a kid fights to get what they want. When you help men its like pulling teeth out?>_< Finally after bickering over it he finally let me help him. I love it when I prove him right, I put some mineral ice on his neck and massaged it in and started to work out it. He then began to relax and start to feel better. Well the next day he was able to move it more then he was the day before. He finally got his neck to pop and massage the last of the knot and he was better. See I told you so :D.
Yeah, well let me tell you what that didn't last long:/. Yesterday he woke up with his left foot swollen and it hurt him to walk, I again asked what I can do to help and guess what his answer was. If you guessed then your right, he said he didn't need my help. Well later as the day goes on we had errands to run, I know the pain was getting worst because he was pulling faces. So again I asked him what he wanted me to do to help, AND AGAIN he said we didn't need my help and that he was fine. So we finally get home and get dinner ready he sat on the couch and was moaning because of the pain. He still didn't want any help so I let it be. Well around 12 am in the morning I was sitting next to him and his leg was bouncing because of the pain and he was almost in tears. I finally turned to him and told him that he either need to go to the hospital or take something for the pain. So to avoid going to the hospital he to something for the pain, but unfortunately the pain killers didn't work. So around 1 I asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, he finally agreed to go.
So while we were waiting to go to the hospital we both were nerves to go, you see the last time he went to the hospital for what was the same thing they gave him a demerol shot and it ended up killing him because he was allergic to it. So I was a nerves reck but I know we had to go to get him to get better. So I said a silent pray that everything will be okay. So we took him in and while we waited we discussed how we are going to pay, because we are both unemployed and couldn't afford to pay the hospital bill. So when the doctor came in he check Cj's foot and sure enough it was the same thing that he had when he found out that he was allergic to demerol. It was cellulitis which is infection in between the muscle and skin. So the doctor prescribe antibiotics, the nurse came in and started to take some information from us and asked us if we have insurance, which we don't. She was kind enough to tell us what we can to so we can pay the hospital. She gave us a contact card to their finical aid and set up a payment plan.
We both came out happy. For one he didn't die for a allergic reaction, Second they were willing to help us out, and Three when they found out he had allergy to medication they put bright orange bracelet on his wrist to alert everyone that he has an allergy. So we came home and he took pain killer and went to bed. We got up today and call the pharmacy at Walgreens to see how much it would cost to get the prescription filled (Which was another stress) and WOW is all I got to say it only cost us to 12 to get the prescription filled.
Well I know can say I feel a lot better knowing now the he has the medication that will help him get better :D. I hate to see him in so much pain. But seriously it was like pulling teeth to get him to do something that need to be done. Is it because he is a man and men doesn't need help?? Or is it the pride?? Well what ever it is he now knows that he can't win even if he tries hard enough.
On a plus side I have 5 more days til my birthday:D. And see know that he listened to me means when my birthday comes he wont be in so much pain. I can't wait til my birthday.
OH I also forgot to say I LOVE YOU CJ even though you can be a pain, but I love you.XD.
Well this month seems to be the theme of the men are big babies. Cj my husband well you see he has had bad luck this month. A couple of weeks ago he woke up with a kink neck and it was very painful for him to turn his head to look left or right. Me trying to be a good wife, I tried to help him work the kink out and asked if he wanted me to massage his neck. Let me tell you what he fought me like a kid fights to get what they want. When you help men its like pulling teeth out?>_< Finally after bickering over it he finally let me help him. I love it when I prove him right, I put some mineral ice on his neck and massaged it in and started to work out it. He then began to relax and start to feel better. Well the next day he was able to move it more then he was the day before. He finally got his neck to pop and massage the last of the knot and he was better. See I told you so :D.
Yeah, well let me tell you what that didn't last long:/. Yesterday he woke up with his left foot swollen and it hurt him to walk, I again asked what I can do to help and guess what his answer was. If you guessed then your right, he said he didn't need my help. Well later as the day goes on we had errands to run, I know the pain was getting worst because he was pulling faces. So again I asked him what he wanted me to do to help, AND AGAIN he said we didn't need my help and that he was fine. So we finally get home and get dinner ready he sat on the couch and was moaning because of the pain. He still didn't want any help so I let it be. Well around 12 am in the morning I was sitting next to him and his leg was bouncing because of the pain and he was almost in tears. I finally turned to him and told him that he either need to go to the hospital or take something for the pain. So to avoid going to the hospital he to something for the pain, but unfortunately the pain killers didn't work. So around 1 I asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, he finally agreed to go.
So while we were waiting to go to the hospital we both were nerves to go, you see the last time he went to the hospital for what was the same thing they gave him a demerol shot and it ended up killing him because he was allergic to it. So I was a nerves reck but I know we had to go to get him to get better. So I said a silent pray that everything will be okay. So we took him in and while we waited we discussed how we are going to pay, because we are both unemployed and couldn't afford to pay the hospital bill. So when the doctor came in he check Cj's foot and sure enough it was the same thing that he had when he found out that he was allergic to demerol. It was cellulitis which is infection in between the muscle and skin. So the doctor prescribe antibiotics, the nurse came in and started to take some information from us and asked us if we have insurance, which we don't. She was kind enough to tell us what we can to so we can pay the hospital. She gave us a contact card to their finical aid and set up a payment plan.
We both came out happy. For one he didn't die for a allergic reaction, Second they were willing to help us out, and Three when they found out he had allergy to medication they put bright orange bracelet on his wrist to alert everyone that he has an allergy. So we came home and he took pain killer and went to bed. We got up today and call the pharmacy at Walgreens to see how much it would cost to get the prescription filled (Which was another stress) and WOW is all I got to say it only cost us to 12 to get the prescription filled.
Well I know can say I feel a lot better knowing now the he has the medication that will help him get better :D. I hate to see him in so much pain. But seriously it was like pulling teeth to get him to do something that need to be done. Is it because he is a man and men doesn't need help?? Or is it the pride?? Well what ever it is he now knows that he can't win even if he tries hard enough.
On a plus side I have 5 more days til my birthday:D. And see know that he listened to me means when my birthday comes he wont be in so much pain. I can't wait til my birthday.
OH I also forgot to say I LOVE YOU CJ even though you can be a pain, but I love you.XD.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Busy Summer
Well I go a busy summer ahead of me this year.
Well our first anniversary is coming up fast >_< like in two months. Well we decided that we wanted to go out of state for our anniversary, so the decision is that we are going to Jackson Hole, WY and while we are up there were are going to visit Yellowstone :). I'm so excited cause I have never been to Yellowstone before and neither has Cj. I haven't been to Wyoming before the only states I have ever been to is: Idaho, Nevada and that is about it in less you count driving through Arizona??? But I'm so stocked and thank god for taxes, because with out taxes this probable wont happen.
Then in June we are going to Arizona for a family Reunion on his parents side. We decided to go so that his other family that I haven't meant before get the chance to meet me. How do I rate on going out of state twice within in a month apart :). It's going to be so nice to get out of the state of Utah even if it's just the weekend, But who cares as long as I'm having fun. I'm looking forward to these trips that I want it NOW and not wait til it's time.
We discussed about staying within Utah for our anniversary and we were looking into going to Zion National Park, but now that we are getting taxes back it helped us were we could go out of State like we regularly planned. I am so surprised how much we are getting back in taxes. It is so nice so we can afford to do things. We are going to get his Jeep up and running and put some money aside for the Arizona trip and our anniversary, and then pay bills. He has plans of getting me something special for me for my birthday I don't know what cause he wont tell me /:| But all well I will find out sooner or later.
Well until next time, this concludes this blog. I'll try and blog about my birthday and the little surprise.
Well our first anniversary is coming up fast >_< like in two months. Well we decided that we wanted to go out of state for our anniversary, so the decision is that we are going to Jackson Hole, WY and while we are up there were are going to visit Yellowstone :). I'm so excited cause I have never been to Yellowstone before and neither has Cj. I haven't been to Wyoming before the only states I have ever been to is: Idaho, Nevada and that is about it in less you count driving through Arizona??? But I'm so stocked and thank god for taxes, because with out taxes this probable wont happen.
Then in June we are going to Arizona for a family Reunion on his parents side. We decided to go so that his other family that I haven't meant before get the chance to meet me. How do I rate on going out of state twice within in a month apart :). It's going to be so nice to get out of the state of Utah even if it's just the weekend, But who cares as long as I'm having fun. I'm looking forward to these trips that I want it NOW and not wait til it's time.
We discussed about staying within Utah for our anniversary and we were looking into going to Zion National Park, but now that we are getting taxes back it helped us were we could go out of State like we regularly planned. I am so surprised how much we are getting back in taxes. It is so nice so we can afford to do things. We are going to get his Jeep up and running and put some money aside for the Arizona trip and our anniversary, and then pay bills. He has plans of getting me something special for me for my birthday I don't know what cause he wont tell me /:| But all well I will find out sooner or later.
Well until next time, this concludes this blog. I'll try and blog about my birthday and the little surprise.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Hard Choice
I hate to make hard choices, but does it make me a bad person???
Well reconsatly I'm going to school at Stevens-Henager College, but I decided to withdrawal for a couple of modules due to the gas prices raising. I feel guilty for withdrawaling from school, but I had to do what I felt was necassary for me to do. I just stress so much for not having enough money to put in gas and getting to pont A to point B:(. Sometimes I feel like I want to cry all the time cause I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like my head is banging against a wall, but nothing is coming to mind on what to do. I want to contuine to go to school, but for now I have to do what is best so I don't get myself sick from stressing so much.
But does that make me a bad person?? I don't know yet on the answer to the question. Part of my does feel like a bad person, because of all the finacal aid and money that got put toward the schooling. It's hard to explain to people for my reasoning ( and no it's not an excuse). It feels like there is a fork in the road and that I am getting pulled in bother directions. I'm lost and confused at the same time and it doesn't help that my emontions are on thin thread. :( Some times I feel like I may have depression ( I'm not sure), but I wont let it get the better of me. I don't need no medications for it. All I need is my husbands support and love.
What a way to start a marraige? It's like a roller coaster up and down, and all the lup a loos. This time in my marraige can only make us strong together. I LOVE YOU CJ with all of my heart and soul and I am so grateful that I have found you. Your my love and live and my whole world. I don't know what I would do with out you in my life.
Well reconsatly I'm going to school at Stevens-Henager College, but I decided to withdrawal for a couple of modules due to the gas prices raising. I feel guilty for withdrawaling from school, but I had to do what I felt was necassary for me to do. I just stress so much for not having enough money to put in gas and getting to pont A to point B:(. Sometimes I feel like I want to cry all the time cause I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like my head is banging against a wall, but nothing is coming to mind on what to do. I want to contuine to go to school, but for now I have to do what is best so I don't get myself sick from stressing so much.
But does that make me a bad person?? I don't know yet on the answer to the question. Part of my does feel like a bad person, because of all the finacal aid and money that got put toward the schooling. It's hard to explain to people for my reasoning ( and no it's not an excuse). It feels like there is a fork in the road and that I am getting pulled in bother directions. I'm lost and confused at the same time and it doesn't help that my emontions are on thin thread. :( Some times I feel like I may have depression ( I'm not sure), but I wont let it get the better of me. I don't need no medications for it. All I need is my husbands support and love.
What a way to start a marraige? It's like a roller coaster up and down, and all the lup a loos. This time in my marraige can only make us strong together. I LOVE YOU CJ with all of my heart and soul and I am so grateful that I have found you. Your my love and live and my whole world. I don't know what I would do with out you in my life.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
What a wonderful feeling
What a wonderful feeling this is?
My brother in law Michael Snow was ordain an elder today. You could feel the spirit and the love that are good lord has for us. I was a blessing to witness such a great thing. I am so proud for him of accomplishing this thing so he can service a mission and a successful one at that. Congrats to you Michael!!!! See everyone there to support him in this live changing thing was so wonderful. Thanks for inviting me to come see that.
I'm in the process of going through the temple with my wonderful husband. I have this strong feeling that I have to go through the temple, not for anyone, but for me so I can be with him for the rest of my life and eternity as well. My husband wanted to go through the temple when we got married, but sadly I wasn't temple worthy at the time. He loved me enough to do a civil marriage and work on going through the temple with me. I love him so much and I am grateful for supporting me through this. He is my rock and my life I wouldn't know what to do with out him. I felt like it was meant to be when I had meet him in class.
I can't wait to react my goal so I can go through the temple. I when I do go through the temple, I hope people can go with us when we go. I know my family can't but they will be there in my heart and I do have plans of doing a lunchon afterward so those who couldn't be there at the temple. This is wonderful feeling to feel and I hope and pray for when the time comes for me to go through the temple.
My brother in law Michael Snow was ordain an elder today. You could feel the spirit and the love that are good lord has for us. I was a blessing to witness such a great thing. I am so proud for him of accomplishing this thing so he can service a mission and a successful one at that. Congrats to you Michael!!!! See everyone there to support him in this live changing thing was so wonderful. Thanks for inviting me to come see that.
I'm in the process of going through the temple with my wonderful husband. I have this strong feeling that I have to go through the temple, not for anyone, but for me so I can be with him for the rest of my life and eternity as well. My husband wanted to go through the temple when we got married, but sadly I wasn't temple worthy at the time. He loved me enough to do a civil marriage and work on going through the temple with me. I love him so much and I am grateful for supporting me through this. He is my rock and my life I wouldn't know what to do with out him. I felt like it was meant to be when I had meet him in class.
I can't wait to react my goal so I can go through the temple. I when I do go through the temple, I hope people can go with us when we go. I know my family can't but they will be there in my heart and I do have plans of doing a lunchon afterward so those who couldn't be there at the temple. This is wonderful feeling to feel and I hope and pray for when the time comes for me to go through the temple.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Struggles in life
Well as you may know I am married to a wonderful person and we will be celebrating our first anniversary on May 14, 2011.
Before we were married just months before we got a nice two bedroom apartment in American Fork. He was working as a inventory clerk for a company that does pipes for oil drills. He started in Feb. 2010, he worked there for seven months working us butt of getting them caught up. He took a lot of bull crap from them and in September 2010, while we were running his mom around he gets a phone call from the temporary service saying that he is no longer working for the company.
You see we were relying on this job so we can get his Jeep up and running, but as it seems we are unable to do so. His parents are nice to let us use their their truck (Thanks so much for letting us use the truck). But sadly we are struggling cause the truck uses diesel fuel and as of right now its $3.71 a gal for diesel. So you can imagine what that can cause. He is on unemployment but he only gets $260 a week and we constantly putting gas in the truck. We had to get our bishop's help to pay our rent.
We celebrated Christmas with my family and on December 27, 2010 we received a letter from our landlord say that they tried to contact us, but due to no money our phones were turned off so we had to go through a different phone company. In the letter they they said that they tried to contact cause they heard us laughing and coughing. According to the landlord husband he is from LA that we were smoking majuania. We tried to explain that Cj my husband has bad asthma and he is on a new inhaler with cleanse his lungs and I had a cold which caused the coughing, and as for the laughing when either of us are down in the dumps we try to make each other laugh. But they wouldn't listen and wanted us out by January 2, 2010. But you see they throw false accusation, we told them we would do a drug test, and get the police involved with the K-9 to search the apartment. Again the landlord husband didn't want to listen and he kept saying he is from LA and he knows what he is talking about.
So know we are staying with my family, which is a complete struggle of itself. But it is better than the street. You see my husband and I are trying to go through the temple, we were almost getting close at our old church but with this it throughs us off schedule. I have to keep faith and be strong and continue to move along. He has been applying every where and get a couple of interviews but to no avail. We are keeping our chin up and hoping and praying for something to come along. And thanks to those who have helped or helping us through this tough time (you know who you are).
But with this hard time we are going through has only brought us closer. Yeah we still have some disagreement but hey who doesn't. People sit there and cry about how they don't have money to get things anymore or can't have fun. They make it to be "oh lets feel sorry for them" HELLO I know how it is 5 months with out any income and only income we have is unemployment. But you don't see me crying about it. Yeah I vent about it, but I never ask anyone to pay for me to get things. All that matters to me is what is important like food, shelter. Everything else can come when we have a better income coming in. I say screw it with lets keep up with the joneses. Save your money instead of waste for stupid things that you can always get later.
I hate going shopping at place cause I have no money, but one thing I do like about it is like when I go to the mall and I see something I want. I know I can't have cause I don't have the money and it isn't really that important. But I look at the thing I want and say when I get the money when I can afford it after all the important things are paid off such as bills, rent, etc... Then what is left over I can get it. I believe get the needs first before the wants. Videos games or systems, clothes, shoes, or just to keep up with the Joneses can wait.
But I got a surprise for my birthday even though my birthday isn't until March 25, My husband had saved money from his unemployment check after paying bills and what is left over he put aside. The surprise that he got me was a Mini Pincher. Which was sweet of him, he didn't have to get the dog for me but he felt bad cause I had to give our Chocolate Lab away. We had discussed about getting another dog when we get into a place of our own again and when we can afford it. But he went head and got the puppy and we named him Diego Hades Snow and he is also papered but we have to work on that and send them in.
If you anyone is going through a hard time. I know how it can be, but keep strong and don't give up you can do it.
Before we were married just months before we got a nice two bedroom apartment in American Fork. He was working as a inventory clerk for a company that does pipes for oil drills. He started in Feb. 2010, he worked there for seven months working us butt of getting them caught up. He took a lot of bull crap from them and in September 2010, while we were running his mom around he gets a phone call from the temporary service saying that he is no longer working for the company.
You see we were relying on this job so we can get his Jeep up and running, but as it seems we are unable to do so. His parents are nice to let us use their their truck (Thanks so much for letting us use the truck). But sadly we are struggling cause the truck uses diesel fuel and as of right now its $3.71 a gal for diesel. So you can imagine what that can cause. He is on unemployment but he only gets $260 a week and we constantly putting gas in the truck. We had to get our bishop's help to pay our rent.
We celebrated Christmas with my family and on December 27, 2010 we received a letter from our landlord say that they tried to contact us, but due to no money our phones were turned off so we had to go through a different phone company. In the letter they they said that they tried to contact cause they heard us laughing and coughing. According to the landlord husband he is from LA that we were smoking majuania. We tried to explain that Cj my husband has bad asthma and he is on a new inhaler with cleanse his lungs and I had a cold which caused the coughing, and as for the laughing when either of us are down in the dumps we try to make each other laugh. But they wouldn't listen and wanted us out by January 2, 2010. But you see they throw false accusation, we told them we would do a drug test, and get the police involved with the K-9 to search the apartment. Again the landlord husband didn't want to listen and he kept saying he is from LA and he knows what he is talking about.
So know we are staying with my family, which is a complete struggle of itself. But it is better than the street. You see my husband and I are trying to go through the temple, we were almost getting close at our old church but with this it throughs us off schedule. I have to keep faith and be strong and continue to move along. He has been applying every where and get a couple of interviews but to no avail. We are keeping our chin up and hoping and praying for something to come along. And thanks to those who have helped or helping us through this tough time (you know who you are).
But with this hard time we are going through has only brought us closer. Yeah we still have some disagreement but hey who doesn't. People sit there and cry about how they don't have money to get things anymore or can't have fun. They make it to be "oh lets feel sorry for them" HELLO I know how it is 5 months with out any income and only income we have is unemployment. But you don't see me crying about it. Yeah I vent about it, but I never ask anyone to pay for me to get things. All that matters to me is what is important like food, shelter. Everything else can come when we have a better income coming in. I say screw it with lets keep up with the joneses. Save your money instead of waste for stupid things that you can always get later.
I hate going shopping at place cause I have no money, but one thing I do like about it is like when I go to the mall and I see something I want. I know I can't have cause I don't have the money and it isn't really that important. But I look at the thing I want and say when I get the money when I can afford it after all the important things are paid off such as bills, rent, etc... Then what is left over I can get it. I believe get the needs first before the wants. Videos games or systems, clothes, shoes, or just to keep up with the Joneses can wait.
But I got a surprise for my birthday even though my birthday isn't until March 25, My husband had saved money from his unemployment check after paying bills and what is left over he put aside. The surprise that he got me was a Mini Pincher. Which was sweet of him, he didn't have to get the dog for me but he felt bad cause I had to give our Chocolate Lab away. We had discussed about getting another dog when we get into a place of our own again and when we can afford it. But he went head and got the puppy and we named him Diego Hades Snow and he is also papered but we have to work on that and send them in.
If you anyone is going through a hard time. I know how it can be, but keep strong and don't give up you can do it.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
About Me
Well I decided I wanted to start a blog, just so I can express my feeling or thoughts.
First off my name is Amanda Snow, but my name use to be Amanda Kerr. I was born March 25,1989. I'm an only child of my dad, but I'm the second child of my moms. I was born and raised in Utah and raise in American Fork. I went to Forbes Elementary which is like four house away from my home, then I went to American Fork Jr high, and graduated from American Fork High School.
I decided to go to college and went to Provo College and that is were I meet my husband Rulan Chris Snow Jr. I started at Provo College in August 31, 2009 and on September 9, 2009 is when my life had changed. For class we had to go to on a field trip to get credit for the class and I had no way up to go, due to that I have not drivers license and no car. When I received a message on Facebook from him offering to give me a ride. So he did and when we were finished with the field trip, we went to IHOP were we spent like 2 hours getting to know each other. Thing continued from there from meeting his parents, turns out that his father Chris knows my mom from Auto Meter (Small world after all). They had invited me to go hunting with them.
It was so much fun going camping with them and getting up at 4 in the morning hunting for deers. We started to date before the hunt and was with each other like everyday since. His parents always teased saying "When the big day?" Well little did they know they ended up being right. On the last night of camping October 19, 2009, we were standing by the fire waiting for it to die when he turned to and asked me to marry him. I said yes, but we didn't tell anyone until he got a ring.
Well we pick the day to get married and it felt like it was for ever and it would never come. Then May 14, 2010, we were finally married. I have been married for nine months now and I am working on going through the temple with my husband. It feels like it will never come because we both are out of job. Cj (Which I call him) did work, but sadly they laid him off in September. It is hard especially when you're just barely married and trying to survive. He is my support, as I am his. He will always be there for me and I will be there for him no matter what.
I love being with him and his family, they welcomed me with open arms and took me as one of their kids. If I have mentioned Cj is a returned missionary. He served in Alabama, but only for thirteen months due to needing knee surgery. I can't wait to start a family with him, but for now I'm happy were I am at. I love everything about him and I am grateful to have him in my life. I LOVE YOU CJ!!!!! I am still going to school, but I had transfer to Stevens-Henager College. Probable more than do it as a hobby after graduating, because my husband isn't forcing me to get a job but only if I want to get a job.
Well for know that is everything about me and my life, but it's only the beginning. I just hope I can remember to keep this updated lol...
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