Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I hate our ex landlords

God I wish that I could go up to our ex landlords and strangle them or at least scream and chew them out.

Well on April 11 I found out that I was pregnant so we decided to apply for medicaid. So April 12 we applied. So here we sit waiting and waiting and waiting. Sick of waiting we decided to go down to workforce services and see what we can do about it the waiting. They gave us a website to check our case online so we did. We frustrated cause it wouldn't work so we called them. To come to find out they did send us a letter, but GUESS WHAT?!?! they sent it to our old apartment, we have gave them our new address to forward any mail to us they said they would. For mormon and married in the Temple they sure due lie. We also put our new address on the application, but they still had our old address so they sent it there. So instead of having a month to get everything in to them they need  we now have 2 weeks to get everything in so see if I'm approved or not.

To say the least neither Cj nor I are happy about the whole thing. Cause here we sit and wait and wait and wait don't hear anything. Come to find out "oh we sent it to your old address and haven't updated the account" GRRRR frustrating. so we now have to print things off and get them filled out within two weeks.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Family Easter Egg Hunt

Yesterday we went to Terease and Troy's for the family easter egg hunt.

It was such a blast, beside me being nauseous part of the day. But I eventually started to feel better and started to enjoy the party. Everyone came to the family easter egg hunt besides Cj's family, they did easter egg hunt of their own. So we missed them at the party, I wish they had came. We all hide eggs except for me cause I still wasn't feeling good, and then we let the kids go find their eggs. They had filled 780 egg for the kids and every kid get to have 41 eggs. WOW that's a lot for kids, and some people thinks that there shouldn't be restrictions on it. If there weren't restriction then most of the kids wouldn't have gotten any egg too. But it's there lost not ours. Then afterwards we had dinner, Cj got stakes for us to eat and I was sad when I couldn't eat my stake it was to chowy. After everything was done and everything Cj got a head ache and couldn't quite see well so see decided to stay at Tereasa and Troys and dye eggs with them. We had so much fun. Troy had me pick out a oyster and opened it and there was a light pink pearl and then he put it on a necklace for me.  It was nice to get out of the house and visit with some of the family. I even had a nice conversation with Pheobe Anthony's wife. It was great. We ended up coming home after 1 in the morning, but it was worth it cause we had a balst.

Friday, April 22, 2011

kinda sad

It's kind of sad when I'm only 6 weeks and 5 days pregnant and I feel more comfortable with maternity clothes.

Umm seriously almost 7 weeks and in maternity clothes. I think should of lost some wait but now that I'm pregnant I wont loss much but gain with the baby getting bigger. All well I rather have the baby be healthy then not healthy. It's just kinda of sad that I rather wear maternity clothes; my normal pants just seem to be too tight in my lower abdominal or lower stomach. most of all my pants are just uncomfortable with them. So I went and bought some more maternity clothes.

But all it means is that the baby is growing or getting ready to grow and that it's healthy. 11 more days til my doctors appointment I'm looking forward to the doctors appointment except for the needles and pap smear but it's okay it's just the fact of some foreign object going in a place that it shouldn't be in.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Day 19 & 20

Sorry I lost track of time and spaced off to do Day 19.

Day 19 A picture and a letter.

Seriously I'm having a hard time with this one because I can't do picture cause something about me putting pictures on here doesn't want to work for me.

So here is a letter.

Dear baby Snow,
I just want to say how much I already love you and can't wait til your here in my arms. You will be love and well taken care of. I'm so grateful to have you in my life.
Love your mom

Day 20 A picture of somewhere you would love to travel.

Well I'm not much of a traveler and I don't like highest so I have never been in  airplane. But I won't mind going to Hawaii and seeing all the things that Hawaii has to afford to people.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Day 18

Day 18 A picture of some your biggest insecurity.

Well really I don't have much issues or insecurity, but one would have how I look at sometimes. But I'm happy the way things are right now. I know my body is going through changes because of the pregnancy so I'm really not a problem with my body. I wont change anything about it I want my baby to be healthy and I don't want to have a chance because of my insecurity about my body to not have a healthy baby. I'm so grateful to have this baby in my live I wont change it for anything in the world.


I'm now 6 weeks pregnant, and tomorrow will make it two weeks til my doctors appointment. I can't wait and neither can my husband. He is so excited about the baby.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Day 16 &17

Day 16 A picture of someone who inspires you

Really no inspires me that much. Why would I want to do someone else life. I love my life and the only person inspires me is myself. I live for me and not what others have. If I try to live by others I wouldn't be on this wonderful path my life is one if I didn't do if for myself. So pretty much no one really inspires me. Sorry but that is my feeling. When some one say they are inspired by someone else then to me its wishful thinking to like them to have their lives, career, etc... I'm not a wishful thinking kind of person. If I was then I wouldn't have my wonderful husband in my life. Personally I wouldn't be able to live with you him. He is my soul mate, my partner, rock, and my support.


Day 17 A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Well what impact my life recently is that I'm pregnant and I'm now 6 weeks  pregnant. I found out last sunday that I may be pregnant I took a test and it came back positive. So I set appointment with a doctor and was confirmed Monday that I was pregnant and that I was 5 weeks 1 day pregnant. Now my 6 weeks and I have 34 more weeks to go. I'm due December 11, 2011. My husband and I are excited for this baby to be in our lives. It is truly a blessing to the baby in our lives right now. I can't wait to hold the baby and give it more love. I love this baby more than anything beside my husband. I love him just as much. He will be a wonderful father cause he is a wonderful husband. He also great with kids, his aunt Cindy has 5 kids and he is great with them. I'm grateful to have wait for him in my life. I wouldn't of found a better person then him.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Day 15

Day 15 A picture you of something you want to  do before you die

UMM real I really never thought of this one before so I would want to see yellowstone and the grand canyon. Or even going out of the country but where!?!? I have no clue on that one yet. I'm still thinking on that one. But for the most part I really haven't thought of a thing. I like were my life is at and really I don't want to think about death until it is my time. I just want to live my life to the fullest cause you only have this one life.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Day 14 plus interview

Day 14 A picture you can't live without you

Will I can't and wont live without my husband. He is my world. I also can't live with out my baby. I found out that I'm carrying his child and I wont change anything. I can't live without him or the baby.

Then the interview

The interview went great they say they will call him tomorrow to tell him if he has the job or not. They also told him that he was the best interview they have had today. Hopefully we hear good news tomorrow. I will let you know what we hear.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Excitement

Okay again I know I already posted for today with a little extra on the  first one.

BUT I can hold it in I'm  so excited. Cj has a job interview tomorrow in South Salt Lake pay range from 10  to 11 hour. I hope and pray that he gets this job. It's delivering medical supplies, but a job is a job. He's not to pick at this point as long as it pays the bills. It will also help because with me being pregnant and everything. I'm awaiting to hear to see if I qualify for medicaid. I'm so happy for where my life is heading I wouldn't thought I would be married and pregnant at 22 years old. When I was younger I didn't want kids, but know that I found my husband I wanted kids with him and here I am 5 weeks and 3 days pregnant I couldn't ask anything better then this. I'm so grateful to have a wonderful husband who loves me for me and to have this child of his. I can't wait to see what the child looks like. I wonder if it is going to have his looks or mine. I couldn't be more happy were my life has headed. I will try to keep you up dated on the pregnancy and everything that happens in our life during and after the pregnancy.

Day 13

Day 13 A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Well I have a lot of favorite both band and artist. Here is a list of some of my favorite.

1. Keith Urban
2. Alan Jackson
3. Zac Brown Band
4. Rascall Flatts
5. Carrie Underwood
6. Blake Shelton
7. Tracey Adkins
8. Garth Brooks
9. Tim McGraw
10. Billy Currington

These are my top ten favorite band and artist.  I know they are all country, but what can I say I'm a country girl. They are relaxing songs and they make more sense then some of the other genera of music. I hate screaming type of music all it is a headache and you can't understand half of anything the singer or group are saying. But that is my opinion to each of their own. I have more but I'm not going to list them all.


This isn't apart of Day 13 but its part of the pregnancy.

I can't wait til May 3. That is my very first doctor appointment for the baby. I'm so excited to have this baby in my life. I can't wait to see him or her when they get here in dec. I'm due December 11, 2011. It doesn't matter what I have as long as it is heathy. But I do hope for a baby boy, but if it is a girl then I will love it just as much. I never thought in a million years I would be pregnant right now. I was convince that it will never happen but guess what!?!? It did and I wouldn't change anything for the life of me. I'm happy were my live is heading right now. I can't wait to me a mother. But I'm having a hard time waiting three weeks to my appointment. I'm wondering if they will let me see the baby or if I get to hear the heart beat of the baby. I so can't wait this is going to be an exciting ride for us in our lives. This is a great adventure I'm on.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Day 12 plus Joy

Day 12 A picture of something you love

I love my husband, and my pets and my newest love is for my unborn child. I don't have a picture yet cause I haven't had an ultrasound done yet. But I love it either way.


Pure JOY

I thought it was a dream, but it is true I'm pregnant. I'm so excited to have a baby. Three weeks from today on May 3 I have a doctor appointment with my OB and we will either get to see the baby from a ultrasound or hear the baby's heart. I'm looking forward to minus the papsmear cause this will be my first time have one done. We also have decided to cirumstances of me being pregnant we decided to cancel our trip to Jackson for our anniversary. But it's okay I rather have it this way.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Happinest

Okay I know I already posted today but couldn't hold back:D

Well I was supposed to started my period April 2.  I haven't started so we decided we would go to the doctor and find out whats wrong. See in February I went 25 days with out my period and finally started March 6. So I assumed that was what is going on. I know that the doctors would have asked if I took a pregnancy test and so I did so I could tell them I did. I took the test yesterday and it came back positive. So we called the doctors and set appointment for today. We go to the doctors and it is confirmed I'M PREGNANT!!!!! I'm 5 weeks and 1 day.:D

Day 11

Day 11 a picture of something you hate.

I don't hate a lot of things. I hate the most are people that are fakes. They say they are your friend when they aren't and they say they will be there for you when again their not. Then another one is I hate lima beans, squash, etc.. I love most veggie but those. I also hate the thought of losing some one that I love the most, but I know down in my heart nothing is going to happen to them.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Had a blast last night

Sorry for blogging twice in one day I try not but I have to blog about last night

I had a blast last night, OMG! it was so much fun. I haven't had this much fun in a very  long time. We went over to his aunt Cindy and uncle Jer's place and played games. We haven't done anything in a long time; the last time we ever did before Christmas. WOW! What a long time to be way. They are so much fun and I just love there kids. They have 5 wonderful children their names are John, Jordan, Sara, Tyler, and Coda or Cody. They are fun but yet handful kids. I envy Jer and Cindy on how they can do what to with their kids. I don't know how I would things if I have that many kids. All in all I had a blast didn't come  home til almost 3am. I laughed so hard that my sides are started to hurt but it was so worth the hurt. I slept wonderfully and I haven't slept like that in a long time. We also went over to his grandparents place cause they had something for me for my birthday. They had gotten me a what is a temple clothing that you wear when you are taking your downments and when you get sealed and that. They didn't have to do that, but they wanted to help us when we go through the temple it was a very sweet gesture.

Day 10

Day 10 A picture of the person you do the most screwed up things with

Well that's kind of hard from me because I'm usually a self a wear about what I do and with whom I do it with. When and only when I do things it's usually with people trust or want to have fun. The first person I'll  do the most screwed up things would have to be my friend Ashley Pagliarini, but sadly we don't that anymore. The next person I'll do the screwed up things my husband cause I know he wont judge me.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Day 9

Here is Todays!


Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
The person that gotten me through the most would have to be my husband. He has seen me at my worst and he also has seen the best of me. If I come to a bump in the road he help me crossed that bump. He doesn't judge me even when I get so upset that I cry. He is my support and my rock. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him in my life. I love you CJ and I will forever.

day 8

Here is for yesterday!


Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

Something that makes me smile one would have to me my husband. He makes me laugh when I'm feeling down in the dumps or when I'm having a really bad day. I love him so much. Then next would have to be my puppy Diego he is a min pin and is is 16 or 17 weeks old. He is the most funniest dog I ever had. He will bark out you if you scare him and his ears and tall at to his cute personality. With both of them put together means a lot of laughing going on..

Friday, April 8, 2011

How I hate Some People

I know I'm supposed to do Day 8, but I will make that up tomorrow; right now I need to vent

How I hate some people that think they are better than everyone else. People that are like that are ignorant and oh let me tell you I know one and she is the biggest IGNORANT person I ever known in my 22 years of live. Why do should I have to apologize to some one and they don't have too? WTF? It takes two to tango and NO I'M NOT APOLOGIZING to NO ONE!!!!!!

Means some one that wants to be a a$$**** to me doesn't mean I have to allow that person to treat me that way. Don't tell me "Oh you need to take it with a grain of salt" bull crap to me! I respect myself; means you don't doesn't mean I have too. Personally I don't care what you think or say I'm still NOT apologizing to no one. If you have a problem then tough s*** I don't give a rats a$$ What you think or say. Bug people to make me to apologize, but I got news for you I'm still not going to do it.

If some people are ignorant and make rude comments that I feel that they crossed the line with me then should know and if you have a problem, then that's YOUR problem NOT mine. I hate when people play the pity card but still got news for you it ain't going to work. Yeah I'm sorry your going there a hard time, but your not going to get me to apologize to anyone nor is my husband. Who one earth made you GOD or KING or QUEEN? Do all you want but anything you do is NOT going to make me apologize to anyone. If any apologizes are due they SHOULD be the ONE to APOLOGIZE not me.

I wish people like that had their own deserted island so they can leave us the heck alone and allow us to get on with our lives. BUT sadly it will never happen and therefore I will still tell you if YOU say something that I FEEL you cross the LINE then I will TELL YOU! Once again if you don't like then it's your problem and NOT MINE! Deal with IT! Cry a river build a bridge and get the f*** over it!

Sorry it's been one of those days were you just need to just vent. I promise to make up day 8 tomorrow while I do day 9 as well. Just needed to get this off my chest.

(Oh by the way if you have a problem with this blog then tough it's my blog and I will darn well write and say what I want you don't have to read it)

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Day 7


Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

I have two treasured things in my life. One is my wedding rings, because I love being married to the most wonderful person. I'm so glad that I have waited for him he is my Mr. Right. He treats me really good, unlike most people that I've known or seen in my life. He is old fashion were the women stays home and the husband works. He doesn't force me to do anything I don't want to do, and if I want to work it is then my choice. I love him with all of my heart. Second item are my grandmothers belonging; I have lost my grandma Kerr when I was young and all I have left hers is her stuff. I would be devastated if I lost either my wedding rings or my grandmother belongings. 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Day 6


Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

UMMM!!! Really I don't know who I want to trade places with for a day. I love where I'm at right now; I wont change it for anything. So this one is difficult for me to think cause really I love my life right now.  No one really appeals to me to trade my life with. If you would of asked me years ago then maybe I would have some one to trade a place with for a day. Unfortunately I don't want to trade with any one unless my husband can be with me. Maybe I would trade if some one has better finance then I have right now. For now I'm content were I am at. Sorry if I ruined the fun, but I have no desire to trade places with.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Day 5

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
My favorite memory will have to be the day my husband proposed. He had invited to go deer hunting with him and his family in October 2009.  We went camping at Diamond Fork. It was a fun and I got to go with him when hiking looking for the deer. It was our last night out camping no one gotten any deer, but came close. Everyone went to bed while me and Cj stayed up waiting for the generator to run out of gas and for the fire to die down. We were standing with the blanket wrapped around us, the fire final became ambers and the generator finally died. It was a beautiful night; the stars were out and shining brightly. We were listening to the insects make their noses and hearing the coyotes howling. That is when he proposed to me asking me to marry him. Of course I said yes. Seven months later we were married. That is my favorite memory no pictures could explain the way I felt that night he proposed. :) I love him so much with all of my heart.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Day 4


Day 04 - A picture of your night
Well my night just begun it's been peaceful and relaxing. Hopefully we are going to watch Tangled tonight as a family and if not then just me and my husband. The picture would be the cover of Tangled. Also we also booked out hotel for our first anniversary in Jackson Hole, WY. I'm just now listening to music and helping cooking dinner with my aunt. We are having roast for dinner.  Well that is my night. Again sorry for no picture, but like I said earlier the pictures doesn't like to work for me like others. So please bear with me for no picture.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Day 3

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show. Remember Pictures don't work on my blog.
If I could get the pictures to work, the picture would be a picture of "HOUSE" on channel 13. 
I love the show house. I own all of the season except for 5,6,7 but I'm working on getting them. It is the great show ever made. 
I really wish I could get the pictures to work but this things is doesn't really like me:( But all well I can get it to work this way. So bear with me.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Day 2

 Here is day 2. Sorry it seems like I can't get the pictures to show up so instead of doing pictures, so I will just say what it is suppose to be.

Day 2 A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest


The person I'm closest her name is Ashley Pagliarini. I have known her since 4th grade. We use to hang out any time we get the chance. It doesn't feel that way any more but I can only assume that we are.




The next closest person will be my husband. He is with me through thick and thin. He sees me at my worst and never judge but to support me and hold me.

Day 1

Sorry the pictures are not working. Sorry I totally space off that I wanted to do a 30 day on blogging so this is for yesterday and I also post for today. Here is Day 1



DAY 1 A picture of yourself with ten facts
 10 facts about me 


1. I'm married this May will be my First anniversary
2. I just celebrated my 22 birthday on March 25
4. On I have one sibling and I'm an only child. I have an older brother from my mom, and my dad only has me.
5. I met my husband in school, dated for a month and got engaged, and got married in 7 months after getting engaged. 
6. I love the outdoors.
7. I love to go hunting. I want to get my hunter safety and go hunt deer, elk, or what ever.
8. I originally didn't want kids, but know I would love to have kids when the times come.
9. I'm trying to go through the temple to get sealed to my husband.
10. I'm not a people person but I tolerate them.